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W-7: I see only the past.
Commentary (full lesson beneath commentary)
I see only the past and that is why everything makes no sense and I can’t understand it. Not to mention I’m not really seeing anything. And as I look around and apply the idea, very specifically and yet not excluding anything, I begin to lose the ability to remember the names of objects. “I see only the past in that mouse pad. I see only the past in that TV. I see only the past in the wire thing. I see only the past in that … thing. I see only the past in … that. I see only the past … ” Not sure if this is me really getting into the spirit of the exercise (or the Spirit of the exercise in me 
) or whether the ego is throwing in some interference. Either way it’s nice to know that what never happened is over.
Okay, here I go again:
I see only the past.
I see only the past in my precious book Unified.
I see only the past in the tree outside my window.
I see only the past in this glass of water.
I see only the past in the veins on my hands.
I see only the past in my highlighter pen.
Then Lesson 7 reviews how the statement “I see only the past” is the rationale for all six preceding lessons:
I see only the past is the reason why nothing I see means anything.
Because I’m filtering everything I see through the lens of the past.
Because in seeing the past I don’t see the present.
Because ego-seeing is an outpicturing of a false thought.
I see only the past is the reason why I have given everything I see all the meaning it has for me. I’m the one assigning meaning to the past. I’m the one assigning meaning to what I “see” which is not actually seeing at all. I’m the one hurling a thought out of my Mind and calling that “seeing.” I like what Raj/Jesus (http://www.nwffacim.org/) pointed out about the sentence in the Course which says,”Fear not that you will be abruptly lifted up and hurled into reality.” T-16.VI. Raj says we could interpret this to mean that we do not have to fear being hurled into reality because reality is gooooood. Come to think of it, if we originally hurled a thought of our Mind, then, technically, we would be unhurling
I see only the past is the reason my thoughts do not mean anything.
My thoughts are always out of date. Like spoilt milk–not fit for consumption. False thought can imagine a past, but True Thought simply extends from the Father through His Son–us.
I see only the past is the reason why I am never upset for the reason I think. If I’m always immersed in the past, I don’t know what is actually upsetting me in the present. Nothing would be upsetting me in the present. The present is Beingness Itself.
I keep myself hypnotized by seeing only the past. In that way I keep from my awareness what is actually upsetting me … which is that I’m believing I’ve managed to separate from God and can never get back to Heaven and I’m expecting to be punished by God as well. Seeing the past is a delusion in itself. The ego makes up the past by saying something has happened which has not.
The ego says we have separated from God’s Mind, even though we have not. The ego psyches itself out by telling itself its pretend game has become real. It takes the idea that the pretend game has become real seriously and that is the beginning of beliefs, of its fearful belief system. “Fearful” because it is full of fear, similar to the fullness of God’s Mind, but opposite in the feeling of fear rather than Love. The ego mimics God’s Mind but in a distorted manner–it has double “vision”/seeing, and makes duality out of non-duality/Absoluteness.
If the ego did not psych itself out, and did not take itself seriously, we could still play the “pretend-we-are-separate-from-God-game” and enjoy it. We could dress up in God’s robes, and play with the power of His mind, and enjoy the puzzle pieces we threw onto the floor until we solve the puzzle, or until we grow tired of the puzzle, and then, in a blink, release the fantasy, open our Spiritual Eye, and return to the Reality from which we Come.
I see only the past is the reason why I am upset because I see something that is not there. I feel the undoing process … I feel the mind quiet. Jesus’ insistent logic is loosening the ego hold … my thoughts slow, I feel peaceful. I do not understand anything at this point. This does not feel like ego sleepiness. Here is the peace of God.
LESSON 7
I see only the past.
This idea is particularly difficult to believe at first. Yet it is the rationale for all of the preceding ones.
It is the reason why nothing that you see means anything.
It is the reason why you have given everything you see all the meaning that it has for you.
It is the reason why you do not understand anything you see.
It is the reason why your thoughts do not mean anything, and why they are like the things you see.
It is the reason why you are never upset for the reason you think.
It is the reason why you are upset because you see something that is not there.
Old ideas about time are very difficult to change, because everything you believe is rooted in time, and depends on your not learning these new ideas about time. This first time idea is not really so strange as it may sound at first.
Look at a cup, for example. Do you see a cup, or are you merely reviewing your past experience of picking up a cup, being thirsty, drinking from a cup, feeling the rim of a cup against your lips, having breakfast and so on? Are not your aesthestic reactions to the cup, too, based on past experiences? How else would you know whether or not this kind of cup will break if you drop it? What do you know about this cup except what you learned in the past? You would have no idea what this cup is, except for your past learning. Do you, then, really see it?
Look about you. This is equally true of whatever you look at. Acknowledge this by applying the idea for today indiscriminately to whatever catches your eye. For example:
I see only the past in this pencil.
I see only the past in this shoe.
I see only the past in this hand.
I see only the past in that body.
I see only the past in that face.
Do not linger over any one thing in particular, but remember to omit nothing specifically. Glance briefly at each subject, and then move on to the next. Three or four practice periods, each to last a minute or so, will be enough.
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